Monday, October 17, 2005

Sexual Preference, or lack there of

Ok, here's to clear up a few misconceptions that people seems to be having right now. I have recently become a-sexual. Now before everyone starts having a fit, and before my mom calls me up in a confused panic, it's not what it sounds. What I refer to as being a-sexual is not what it is in the animal kingdom. I do not believe that I'm going to have kids with myself, I do not believe that I don't need someone else in my life. What it means is that I don't need anyone else in my life right now. I will eventually find someone and be very happy (at least that's the plan). But for now, I just can't handle guys. They annoy me too much. And I could never be a lesbian. I mean, way too much emotional stuff, pms, and besides that, Jamie is right...I just don't have it in me. So that's not for me. So right now I am focusing on me (much as I always do). I am looking at who am I now, and who I would like to be in the future (you know, besides spendidly beautiful, wealthy, and extraordinarily happy with my gorgeous husband and two point three kids...try to figure that one out) and try to get to that point. It doesn't mean, as more than one person seems to think, that I'm giving up on love. Quite the contrary. I'm not much of a romantic (or at least I like to pretend I'm not), but I will never give up on love. I just think it's equally important to love yourself first. So, yes one day I will fall in love with some one, but today I'm going to fall for me. And I'm gonna fall hard. More strangeness yet to come.

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