Time Passes So Quickly

Ok, so like a long has passed since I last wrote. Kinda hoping that everyone who used to read this have stopped and once again it remains only me and the silence. It's nice to vent to no one every once in a while. My life has changed drastically since the last time I posted. I no longer live in my awesome apartment, the one that felt more like home than any other place had since my mom and dad's place. I now live in a very different part of the city, really far from my family and friends. A few very important people are no longer a part of my life, and I hope that I am now the wiser for it. I've spent the past few months taking a very serious, and long overdue, look at not only myself but also at what I plan to do with my life. I keep waiting for it to begin, but for some reason the start button seems to be stuck. I just remember having such big plans, such big dreams and before I knew it, they all seemed to be pushed to side of the road and abandoned. I do not want to continue living my life like this. I don't want to get stuck in a rut. Now don't get me wrong. I am in no way miserable. Actually, most of the time, I'm so frickin' happy I just don't know what to do. I have an amazing group of friends that will stand by me no matter what happens, a family who supports me, co-workers who all make the store seem more like home than work and a kitten who always gives me lots of love and cuddles. It just every now and then, I think about the fact that I had planned on big adventures. Just because certain areas of my life have changed pretty drastically, it doesn't mean that I have to give up on those, does it? (Just so you know, that was a rhetorical question. I already know the answer). I have began to write again. No, not just this blog, but also my many stories, my poetry, etc. etc. etc. Hopefully I'll be able to keep this up a little better now that the majority of my stress has passed and I am now down to one job...count 'em: one. I know, a miracle, but hey. I put my foot down. And decided that living my life was more important. Kinda like what I'm saying now. More strangeness yet to come.